When you look around at the people you know…how many of their lives are effected by other people's choices?Decisions, be it good ones or bad ones, that other people make.That they have no control over. How do you stop that and control your own destiny? Truly control your own destiny…Do you just be alone? Live…

I stole this from J's blog. It's hysterical!! 1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet & current car) Zues Tribute 2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, favorite cookie) Chunky Monkey Oreo (lovely…) 3. YOUR “FLY Guy/Girl” NAME: (first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name) JKnu…THAT SUCKS! Let me…

Wow..what has this world come to.I can't believe this is for real! Maybe people should get laptops, then they could do both at the same time??? Just a thought….

This is the part of real estate that really, really sucks. Zak had a deal going that would given us a very nice paycheck.It's looking like it's not going to happen after all. There are steps to every real estate transaction and only at certain points in the transaction do I start counting on the…

I don't even know where to begin. This has been a crazy week that has run the full spectrum of emotions.From sad to mad to glad and then back again. Zak and I had a huge fight. Huge. The kind that leaves me wondering why I stay in this hellhole and really, in the end,…

I. HATE. THIS. STUPID. CLASS. perhaps by THURSDAY I'll have a moment to blog. Or just maybe by then I might have thrown myself off of the state office building and just be done with it. Think I could fly with my stupid license?Nooooo……I think not. UGH!!! I hate POST education.I hate CONTINUING education.Any education…

Tonight was the first game of the football season. Zak and I were both excited and we planned on going up to the bar to watch the game for date night. We were both a little bit bummed though because we always, always watch football with Marky and there's no Marky here anymore. So there…

Man…this man makes me feel like a star struck teenager….I am 35 years old and when I watch this man sing my heart pounds. It's so not normal. And I don't care. I love watching him sing. I love hearing him sing, I so love his words…. This is the new video for the song…

Hahahaha!I so crack me up. Okay, okay…Ryan, the FBI guys' name is RYAN and I'll start calling him that…(maybe.) We went out with Ryan and Janice last night. We went out to one of the bars and we had such a good time! Yay for me, I didn't wake up this morning, thinking…"oh fuck…I shouldn't…

I'm a writer. Always have been. I've kept diaries and journals all my life. And I used to write song lyrics. They are all very, very rough in their format, they sound more like poems, but the intent is to be lyrics. Which might've worked out great if I knew how to play a friggin'…