Anything But Gray

Wow…just wow.

I can't believe it's been a week!
I was going to be better about posting, better about keeping up on this!
Geez!!!

Well, there's been some good news this week…

• Mommy moved in. With Kayla and Josh going back to Alaska, my basement is open for my mom. She was kind of on the fence about it, if she wanted to stay next door or move in here….and wanted to think about it for a little while…wound up over here. She has her own space here….it's nice for her. And she's so excited…it's nice to watch. She feels like she  got her own little apartment..lol I love it! 
• My cousin's addition to her house, is finally finished….That is HUGE….congrats, Billiejo!!!
• Zak got a few orders….NICE!!!!
• got something worked out with a good friend.

Other news….

Shell and I cruising on Friday night, as always….car comes barreling around the corner, going like 100, on our side of the road, head on…Shelly has an instant to react, reacts right and swerves away from car, missing it…..we watch car then spin out of control, into the woods and flip over. We have to stop to make sure the people are okay…they were and not only were they okay, they were trying to leave the scene….one guy manages to run off into the woods…..it was crazy and chaotic… and then Shelly and I hear about this….

cold & alone.

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That night, I was pissed off at the kids….I'm a mom, I don't appreciate a car coming at me head on, going over a hundred. Not my thing..you know?I kind of like being alive…..lol.  So yeah, I was pissed off…but never, ever would wish a death like that, or any death, on anyone….

I jus  can't get passed.some mom is never going to see her son again……it just all really sucks!
So surreal….And I know it's his own fault, I know if he hadn't of run off, he might have been just fine…I know all that, don't waste your breath….
Regardless of fault, regardless of blame…one simple fact remains…..some mom is never going to see her son again and that breaks my heart…..
 
It's really sad and it makes you take a reality check and take note of what's important and what's not.

On a happier note…
It's been a beautiful weekend and I am excited! It's supposed to be almost 60 today!! SWEET!!
I'll have to get some pics of the kids and us and get them posted….

Let's see if I'll actually be better THIS TIME..<rolling eyes>