Anything But Gray

A couple of days late again….it's just been crazy!!

Love:

• my morning time
• seeing a community come together to show support when they have lost one of their own.
  
• having friends of almost 20 years that I can still have "1sts" with. Went roller skating with Shelly, Steve and Kevin last Friday and after all these years that is something Shelly, Steve and I have never done together. It was fun!
• sunshine
• I GOT MY HAIR DONE!!! FREAKIN' LOVE IT! THANK YOU KIM!!!!!
• babies
• how smart Ben is. That little shit is one smart cookie…he knows way more than he lets on.
  
• my kids are outgoing
• surprise coffees
• that I keep a clean house
  
• that I clean my kids bedroom every night before bed. I may be a bit obsessive about this…but I'm okay with that.
• good report cards
• the song Halo. I am NOT a Beyonce fan, at all. I don't think she's all that great of a singer, I don't find her particularly attractive (she's not an ugly girl by any means, but I just don't think she's all that…) and I don't think the girl can dance for shit…(that seems to be improving as of late). About the only thing of Beyonce I like is her relationship with JayZ. I admire the way they have lived their life and that they rarely talk about their relationship in a public way. I think if more celebrity couples lived the way they do, their marriages/relationships might last longer. But point being….I freakin' love the song "Halo" love the video too.  It's actually so good that my opinion of her has changed…slightly. LOL
  

Loathe:

• bills…so hate doing my bills. I have to do them today and I am seriously pissed off about it
• snow that freezes to solid ice
• heartbreaking funerals
• the war
• sometimes things are not all you believed they would be
• friends behaving badly
• that Ben is being a pain about going to bed lately
• being rushed
• dimly lit houses…feels like a cave to me, I need tons of light…one of the lasting effects of Alaska, I suppose
• Jaime whines about doing her homework
• shallow women…we need to build each other up, not tear each other down and I really thought that at a certain age, you got beyond picking on someone's looks. Makes me sad to see first hand that's not always true. I know we all make jokes at one point or another and we aren't really shallow…I'm guilty of it myself…but you make your jokes to people that know you and know you aren't shallow…you don't put the ridicule on a public forum. You know?

I have to post pics of my hair and I have other stuff I want to blog about….but I have to tackle these stupid bills or I won't do it. ugh.