Anything But Gray

Today, my cousin's son's body will get here from Iraq.
I don't know if they make a big deal of it…I don't know how any of that works…I mean you see in the movies when a soldier's body comes home, they make a big service of it. I don't know if that's the way it works in real life or what….
What I do know is that regardless of how it all works…it is going to be so incredibly difficult for my cousin…and my thoughts are with her and I am struggling not to cry.

And on that note….because if I don't put my mind on other things, I will be a wreck all day….(this is a guilt fuck in itself because a part of me feels guilty that I can focus on other things, obviously my cousin, cannot.) I watched this, this morning and it made me smile and I wanted to share…it really is hysterical.
Kayla made this video and I love it!

Enjoy!
And again…count your blessings….you can lose the people you love in an instant.