Oh. My. God. Vox ate my post. That is so annoying….whatever. Let's try this again…..
For months now I have been feeling unfocused, unorganized and just unsettled. I feel like I am constantly running around like a chicken with my head cut off and getting absolutely nothing accomplished. I say I am "busy", I am always friggin' "busy" and yet I look around and see nothing meaningful to show for this "busy" that consumes me. If I'm so damn busy all the time, why am I do I feel like I am getting nothing done??? It's frustrating, to say the least.
I think I figured out what my problem is. I'm a list person. I make lists…for everything. I have wish lists, cards to make lists, stuff to buy lists and daily "to do" lists. Everyday I used to make a list of what had to get done the next day or that day….and I would adhere to it. To cross my chores off of a list made me feel like I was getting something done. There is a feeling of accomplishment in making a list and systematically going through and getting everything done. Plus, it kept me organized and we all know how I am about that. Disorganization throws me into a frenzy….I am a chaotic mess without my lists. I know this about me…..why the hell it took me months to figure out my problem, I'll never know….but I haven't made a daily "To Do" lists in months and I really think that's a lot of my feeling unorganized, frantic and unfocused.
So last night I made a "To Do" list….albeit small, but a list nonetheless.
First thing was download the pics from my camera, organize them and get some posted on my blog.
9:42am.
Mission accomplished.
Sweet.
Enjoy!!!
Jaime got her Kirby game for her DS…..she was thrilled!
This is her showing Ben. LOL
totally crappy pic of me, (let me fix that…zak is complaining that he took the pics and it's NOT a crappy pic….I LOOK like crap in this awesome, award winning photo…ha!!) but it's a pic of a cool gift from my sistah, so I had to post it. 🙂
Another pic that I look like hell in, but I LOVE this sweatshirt my mommy got me. A sparkly pink 22….can anything BE better???
Ben with his tool stuff. Take note of the envelope on the counter…case in point of how ridiculously organized I "have" to be. That envelope contains all the instructions, paperwork and whatnot that comes with the gifts we all got and on the front I have written down who the gift was for and who gave the gift. <rolling eyes> Yup..that's me. To be honest, I think it's a really good idea, but it does make me laugh at myself because it's something I "have" to do or I go nuts. lol.
I'm bummed there isn't a very good pic of Zak or of all of us….but my cousin got some really good ones when we were down her house, so when I got those pics from her, I'll post more.
I am so happy I got this done!!! LOL
Go me!!
ha!
Anything But Gray 
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