Anything But Gray

really!
I feel like I suck, anyway.

I so have not created anything in ages….I am being awful with birthday's and other stuff…..this year is just…..creatively lame…my mind has just not been "there" for very long and the withdrawal, I suppose, is taking it's toll.

I have got to get into my spot tomorrow and do SOMETHING before I go crazy…..

I feel like I'm boring….I'm a lousy writer, lousy artist, defunct lyricist…..just blah, blah, blah…..

Tomorrow will be better. I am so making something, if I have to tie my son to a chair, I am so making something!