Anything But Gray

Yet again, I believed in him.
Yet again, I am crushed.

My brother has decided, again, that him and Ann are going to try to work it out.

I am beyond angry with him and I am beyond heartbroken.
The way we found out he had decided to leave was wrong.
He was deceitful, inconsiderate, thoughtless and rude.

There is so much more to the story, that I just don't have the energy to post about, but that is the upshot of it.
We informed him if he is going to do it, then he can get out now and go do it.
Don't sit around using us for months…leaving everyone hanging wondering when he's going to get off his ass and do something.

I'm so sick of him.
I have had it. Just friggin' HAD IT.
Thousands of hard earned bartering dollars went into his teeth.
Thousands of actual dollars have been spent taking care of him.

And he contributes when he feels like it…he helps when the mood strikes.

I'm just done.
He says he is going to change…..that yesterday was the slap in the face he needed….but yeah, go ahead everyone…hold your breath. Have we NOT all heard this crap before?

He has broken my heart for the very last time.
You will note that every picture of him has been removed from my blog.
I have blocked his email address and I have deleted him from my myspace.
I will be going through all of my pictures and getting rid of the ones with him in it.

I never want to speak to him or see his face again.
He will never get an opportunity to break my heart or use me, again.

So much for us all being back here together and happy, huh?

I am the biggest fool on the planet for believing the garbage that spews out of his selfish friggin' mouth.

Fool am I.
Total fool.

Never again.