Anything But Gray

Super busy and so stressed….
I just want this moving thing OVER WITH.

And honestly, having so much to write, but not knowing where to start.

I skipped the love/loathe thing this week….

I have never felt such a bittersweet feeling in all my life.
To be getting to go back home and go back to what I've been missing for all these years…..but the overwhelming sadness I feel in leaving here. I should say, leaving the people. It's tough and it's starting to show….
Some people have a real funny way of reacting to us leaving Juneau and it's starting to take it's toll on Zak. It's hard to explain, but let me put it this way…..if he could've left yesterday….he'd be gone. He's done.

Honestly, I'll just be glad when this stupid move is over and done with.
We want to go….we are thrilled to be going….getting out of Juneau has always been the plan..…we are excited to get there and begin our lives in "the real world"…..Zak is excited to be feel "free" at work…..it's just all good…

we want to go, we can't wait to go….it's just the leaving that sucks.