I have 5 bazillion things going on in my brain and I can't focus on any one of them….I keep bouncing aroudn from thought to frantic thought and I have a suspicion I'm attempting to avoid a sob fest. So walk with me…k? avoid, avoid, AVOID. The beer will not help me do this, just an FYI…state of mind check. cha know?
1st of all…( I actually just typed 2st of all…nice.) my blog title…."this is the story of my life and I write it everyday"
everyday? yeah fucking write…right…write….get it?? Whatever.
Anyway….I do not write it everyday.
I'm lucky to get to it at all, half the time.
I thought it was witty and very fitting when I thought of it….in fact I thought I was pretty fucking clever.
It might be clever if I was clever. But since I'm not…..meh, maybe it's just dumb.
But it's mine and I do like it…..
what does clever mean anyway? I want the exact definition….I'm gonna go look.
clev·er 
Audio Help [klev-er] Pronunciation Key – Show IPA Pronunciation –adjective, -er, -est.
| 1. | mentally bright; having sharp or quick intelligence; able. |
| 2. | superficially skillful, witty, or original in character or construction; facile: It was an amusing, clever play, but of no lasting value. |
| 3. | showing inventiveness or originality; ingenious: His clever device was the first to solve the problem. |
| 4. | adroit with the hands or body; dexterous or nimble. |
| 5. | Older Use.
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hmmm…..might have to rethink that one…
ha!
Nah, I'm kidding. I'm clever, damnit.
moving on.
Guess what Mariah did today?
Check her out.…
I'm proud. You can say what you want about Mariah, but that is an amazing accomplishment and I friggin' LOVE that the woman helped write all of these songs….!!! Friggin' love it! You GO girl…
moving further on….
My kids make me alternate between love and insanity in the blink of an eye. One second I want to scoop them up and smother them with hugs and kiss and then two seconds later they can be so obnoxious I am practicing my childbirth breathing techniques to try to regain my composure so I don't knock their heads off. How can they do that? Talk about frustrating and very confusing to my poor brain. Well, what's left of my brain anyway…
luckily I have good frineds and family. Kim talked me down tonight. or listened to me while I chattered and felt better.
moving even further on…
why the hell won't my heater pick something. Work or don't work, ya know? geez.
potty break..gotta pee.
Beer does that…
back….
Okay, to hell with avoidance….
If you are mad at me WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU READING MY BLOG???? Hit REPLY next time and let me know WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON. And if it isn't me, if it's something that's going on with you guys..LET ME KNOW!!!!!
sob fest will ensue momentarily, I am sure.
Now that..that's the story of my life.
Oh, one more thing….
Sex is the root of almost all conflict and turmoil.
Did you know that?
Tomorrow it won't be..tomorrow it'll be the CURE for all conflict and turmoil in my life, as always. But tonight….knowing where this friggn' drama is stemming from….yeah, we'll just leave it at that.
I am so going t obed.
Beer is good.
A valium and beer….even better.
dreams suck.
nighty night.
🙂
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Anything But Gray 
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