Anything But Gray

The rush and stress of the season has taken it's toll and I am beyond pissy today.
It's a ton of things….
Physically, I started 5 stupid days early and my first 2 days are hell….so that, right there, puts me in a crappy mood.
I so have no desire to go shopping during the first two days and because it's Christmas, I have no choice. Have to suck it up and get it done. That does not make me happy. At all.
There is this procedure they can do now, that can eliminate your period….it has chances of not working, but the numbers look good to me. Of course, no one here does this stupid procedure. Whatever.

Something so beyond words sucky happened to one of my best friends and I'm really pissed at life, for it.
I don't fucking get it and I'm mad. Mad that I can't be there, mad that it happened and just MAD.

I have a million things to get done, none of which I want to do today.

My son woke up and immediately threw a fit because….I would not MAKE COOKIES AT 7AM!!!!!!

<sigh>

Who the hell wants to listen to a 4 year old FIT, first thing in the morning, after having slept like total crap because of your stupid period?

I hate this day.
and it's only 8:30am.
nice.