Anything But Gray

I think I have pretty good intuition.
Nothing particularly out of the ordinary or anything spectacular but I have "gut" feelings.
I'm pretty sure we all have them.

For the last few days I have this twisted sensation in the pit of my stomach.
Like something big is happening and all I can do is sit and wait for it to get here.
I have no idea if it's good or bad….I just feel something about to change.

I don't know if it's me feeling restless, which has been known to happen.
I get sick of the same thing day in and day out and although I love routines, I would be lost without them…
sometimes I just need something big to come along and shake things up a bit.
Remind me I'm still me and not just a wife, a mom, a daughter, a sister or a friend…
that I am me….
that I am still in here somewhere….
just taking pause and being what I need to be for now, for this time in my life.

This gut feeling could just be me being me and needing a wild, crazy night out or it could be something big happening.
Your guess is as good as mine…

I'll know it when I feel it….
I always do.