Anything But Gray

I fucking hate the news sometimes.

I won't burn this into YOUR brain, but since it's already stuck in mine, I need to vent.
Horrible news story.
Child dying needlessly….
I hate that.
I know, who doesn't….probably the asshole that did it.

Is there truly a hell? I tell you what…the poor mother will spend her life in a kind of hell.
That has to be a hell….living with your child being murdered.
And what did she do to deserve that?
My thoughts and prayers are so going to be with this woman. My heart hurts for her, so bad.

I couldn't handle that..losing a child.
No way.
You would have to sedate me the rest of my life.
I feel things far too much.
I mean look at me now…I'm seriously distraught and I know I'm going to have nightmares about this news story.
I just hear about something like this and I'm a wreck.
No way would I be able to handle it.

Kim and I were discussing this once and she said that God knows I wouldn't be able to handle it and that's why it'll never happen to me.

I pray to God she's right.