Anything But Gray

Okay….
So J started a blog and she encouraged me to. I have been wanting to for awhile and just haven't gotten around to it. Plus I was worried that I wouldn't keep up on it. But I finally decided tonight that who cares if I keep up on it. lol. So I'm just going to do it. I miss writing and I don't do it nearly enough anymore, so I think this is a good start. If I blog I think it will force me to write sometimes. Hopefully it will, anyway. lol.

I'm a bit unsure of what I want this blog to be. There are so many different aspects to my life and all of them I could blog about. So it's like do I want to censor it for family? Should I be guarded because of the small town issue? Should I be guarded because of work? I just don't know. Then I realized first of all, I should just be me and don't worry about censoring or being guarded. My family knows everything anyway..lol. Then second of all, I realized…honestly, who the hell do I think is going to read this??? LOL
So that swayed me to be all wide open. All the parts….the wife, the mom, the employee, the player…everything.

So I edited this because when I came to read what J had posted, half of my post was gone!

I don't know what I did….Ben was up and down with a coughing fit and puking, so maybe I forgot to hit save at some point.

That sucks!

I'm don't know if that's a good or bad omen. I fuck up my first blog entry.
Lovely.